FOCUSING RULES
Friday, 31 August, 2007
Shuwei, stay focus.
Now here's some ground rules:
i) at least 2-3 hours of mugging per night.
ii) 6hours on wednesday; wed is mugging day.
iii) at least 5-6hours of sleep per night.
iv) NO reaching hall later than 10pm every night!
v) MOST IMPTLY dont get distracted, no boys. (: LOL.
I wonder if this list will actually work.
10:54 PM
Elections!(:
Sunday, 26 August, 2007
Guess what? *hint: it's about the elections.
No, I didn't win la.
LOL, I lost to Jason by 1 vote! 0.O
He's got 87 votes and I had 86.
Aiya, nevermind one la, I'm actually not disappointed.
There's another interview segment you know. (;
Andy has got a few votes lesser than Kevin too. ):
Alrighty I'm starting to feel the pressure on in school.
EVERYONE ELSE SEEMS SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ME IN LIT CLASS!
Bloody darn scary seriously.
Every week's work is like a mountainous terrain, not just in its capacity but in all sense of its sheer difficulty to scale it.
At least I'm keeping up with it. Not behind it.
I'm actually listening to my MP3 now, singing and trying to destress. =x
(Explains why the skies are grey.)
My og wants to go sing song tmr at Chevron, but I'm not that keen on the idea...
Where got time to study like that?
(Utterly superbly pure singlish.)
6:14 PM
BROOODY
Tuesday, 21 August, 2007
Im still very brooody today,
over so many things I guess.
I'm so displeased with my performance for the rally just now.
I'm finding it hard to concentrate to do work now and its already what? 1245am?
I've not done any work today again.
Guess I shouldnt stay in hall.
I don't want to burn my weekends again.
And I just realised my eye candy#1 has lotsa admirers! 0_o
okay I promised myself I'll steer clear of this, no more proactively talking/looking for eye candy#1 or #2.
I'm trying very hard, after all both are reeeeeeeeeeally tall like 1.82m at least. >.<
12:42 AM
Moody
Wednesday, 15 August, 2007
It's been a looooooooooooong time since I last updated.
I'm actually excited that school has started! =D
I'm a little depressed tonight though, I'm not sure why.
My heart feels quite heavy.
Mummy gets me all upset whenever she tells me I can't handle stress.
I suppose since she's one of the people that knows me best, it must be true.
But really school work is very very very frightening at this stage,
I'm not sure if it's I'm paranoid or it's just my super super strong urge to want to succeed well this time for my studies.
Seriously, even literature ain't some easy walk in the park now for me.
I can't quite forgive myself for whatever that has happened last year to be honest and seeing HER in school provokes this overwhelming drive to want to disregard everything else just to succeed well in my studies.
On a lighter note, I've got my eye candy in school to entertain me. =D
Although I don't see him often but... (: at least it distracts me away from this over zealous drive to succeed.
I think I've got a fetish for super tall guys. =D
AND... Trust me, he's one good looking boyish chap. >.<
And I joined the HSSmaincom selection thingy, keep ur fingers crossed. I'm not sure if I really want it and whether I can cope with that duty cuz... afterall my piority is still my homework.
Aiya, don't think so much already. Just take it and try. =)
Alright, I'm off to mug my psychology textbook again and HL104. (: Toodles!
8:11 PM
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS CARROT CAKE. =D
Friday, 3 August, 2007
Hi, I'm back after such a loooooooooooooooong time.
So much has happened during the past few weeks & I think one of the best things that occurred is the looming sense of growth, indepence and my new found friends from the HSS camp. (:
RAMUH SO ROCK MY SOCKS. (:
I just met up with Andy today to pass him the brownies I baked for his 21st birthday celebration later tonight.
Guess what? He bakes too! =D
And he passed me a slice of the carrot cake he made, OMG, it so rock my socks even more.
He placed icing on it and the icing had patterns on top of it. REALLY PRO. ^.^
The texture was not too dry nor moist, perfect and the sweetness of the icing offsetted the walnut bitter flavour, I'm not a fan of walnut lah.
He put carrot, pineapple and walnut.
I really want that recipe from him. (:
My brownies really cant compete with his carrot cake man.
I concede defeat, willingly.
I shall attack that platter later tonight, really really fiercely.
12:27 AM
Seeya soon!
Sunday, 15 July, 2007
I'm utterly utterly exhausted from the past few days of doing housework & mad shopping. x)
Yea, just here to say a little farewell to my blog for 5 days before seeing her again.
I'm going for the HSSFOC2007 camp tmr and...
I'm... Excited & Apprehensive I guess. 0_o
x) I'm going to definitely stay on for the full 5days & have fun, even though I barely know any one whose going for the camp!
Toodles Darlings, I'll seeya guys soon again. :)
ps: Thanks Gwee for lending me the bag! xD It's fits everything just nice & it's HUGE! 0_o
pps: Thanks to Jun & Ning for a fun saturday of shopping madness & lugging the ENORMOUS printer around, hehe! :)
11:27 PM
She's the housewife-in-training. ;p
Thursday, 12 July, 2007
Today's date 12 July is very highly significant to me, in many ways I can't quite explain.
It's darkly prophetic though that I mentioned about one being able to break my dreams & not my spirit. Well, sometimes you just have to realise it's a form of self-fulfilling prophecy too.
Here's a short prose I wrote to honour this date;
& so a year would have marked this day,
look where a year has bought us all
& then laugh at the folly of it all.
Alright, enough about that doom & gloom of the date.
My Maid has been sent home today.
I can't quite explain what I feel..?
A sense of freedom strangely is the one that rings out loud the strongest amongst the cacophony of emotions like excited, fear, sadness & yes, even guilt.
Why Guilt?
My Mum refused to tell Gladys, my domestic helper, that she wanted to send her home till the actual day itself.
It seems all rather inhumane to me you know, it's after all her livelihood but Mum kept telling me it's a pure act of necessity.
One act of necessity which I can understand but at the same time, I just don't feel good doing it.
Life's going to take a different route and turn from now & everything has got to be done on our own.
Aiya, we can one la.
It's just strange I guess cuz I've been too used to having a stranger live in my own house and all.
Aye, I can't quite explain what I'm feeling now.
In any case, as I'm typing I'm waiting for the washing machine to complete it's washing cycle of the clothes. Then I'm going to hang the clothes then zzz...
Heh. Your can't imagine me doing housework huh? (Neither can Hui Ning though! ;p)
Well, please turn your imagination gene on cuz it's true! (:
Anyway, I gotta sweep & mop the entire house tmr.
& I'll learn how to iron tmr night. >.<
Oh yea! and I had my first driving lesson today.
OMG, I think I'm quite slow & funny, my driving instructor, Francis, kept laughing at me.
I swear I asked him very innocuous questions about driving only!
But apparently it rendered me some sort of blur pok case already.
Heh heh. I drove for a few rounds though. (:
I've got another lesson tmr afternoon & we'll see... (:
11:31 PM
