Moody
Wednesday, 15 August 2007
It's been a looooooooooooong time since I last updated.
I'm actually excited that school has started! =D
I'm a little depressed tonight though, I'm not sure why.
My heart feels quite heavy.
Mummy gets me all upset whenever she tells me I can't handle stress.
I suppose since she's one of the people that knows me best, it must be true.
But really school work is very very very frightening at this stage,
I'm not sure if it's I'm paranoid or it's just my super super strong urge to want to succeed well this time for my studies.
Seriously, even literature ain't some easy walk in the park now for me.
I can't quite forgive myself for whatever that has happened last year to be honest and seeing HER in school provokes this overwhelming drive to want to disregard everything else just to succeed well in my studies.
On a lighter note, I've got my eye candy in school to entertain me. =D
Although I don't see him often but... (: at least it distracts me away from this over zealous drive to succeed.
I think I've got a fetish for super tall guys. =D
AND... Trust me, he's one good looking boyish chap. >.<
And I joined the HSSmaincom selection thingy, keep ur fingers crossed. I'm not sure if I really want it and whether I can cope with that duty cuz... afterall my piority is still my homework.
Aiya, don't think so much already. Just take it and try. =)
Alright, I'm off to mug my psychology textbook again and HL104. (: Toodles!
8:11 pm
